Suffocating in homework

Does anybody else need constant reminders and support from the Lord to know that it will all be okay? I am CONSTANTLY praying for help because of the feelings of being overwhelmed by my work load. I’m so grateful for the Lord and His love for me. It’s reassuring to remember that it’s okay if I don’t do the best, or if I’m not understanding.. it will work out as long as I’m being obedient.

Sometimes I wonder why I picked my major. Why International Relations? Do I like political science and foreign policy that much? Why not develop a communications skill set and simply focus on the informative and commentary within the world? Why not try my hand at entertainment with the film program? That would be incredibly fun, and I wouldn’t get as frustrated with it.

But, as I drove home from the library tonight I realized that maybe International Relations is what the Lord wants me to be studying. We all have our agency, and we can all pick an education to go along with.. but for whatever reason the Lord gave me the confirmation that this major would be a good one for me. He didn’t ever tell me, “Do that,” He more said, “That one is a really good idea for you.” So I guess I’ll keep going, just having faith that it’ll all work out somehow.

Psalms 18:1, 2 – I will love thee, O Lord, my strength. The Lord is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; my God, my strength, in whom I will trust; my buckler, and the horn of my salvation, and my high tower.

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